knowledge of del.

It’s 12:16
I just had my second red bull, going to finish up this math and start on english.
Then go work out for a bit since I already ran today and head to bed.

I have to wake up early and study for another test and stop by the store before school to pick up another red bull for PT on thursday since I wont have time tomorrow between tutoring and other shit. -.-

Oh well, I’m not complaining.
Night tumblr. 

We’re all gonna be alright.

This helped me get through last night.

This is the life.

Beach and friends.
Tonight will be a good night, mark my words. 

I can’t even right now, I need to get out of here.
I can’t wait to prove you wrong, I can’t wait to make it through boot camp and show you that I can make it.
To make my life into something it has to be, to make the people that care about me proud.
I wont be sad anymore I can’t let my self be sad?
Because even the strongest people go through depression, guys.. 
It’s just the strong one’s don’t let it stay.
Time to go work out, to go spend time with diego, to go get shit done.

Gonna delete my tumblr soon. 

Tonight was pretty random.
Went to a casino for the first time ever.
IT’S ALL HYPE….
But it was cool, then went to watch movies at taylors with everyone.
Just got home, had to sneak in since I forgot my keys and
I hate waking everyone up.

Morning hike tomorrow with everyone? :) 

As much as everyone hate’s MEPS… I kind of really enjoy it.
My second time going there me and the rest of the Marine poolies got pulled to the front of the line. You get a lot of respect for it, specially as a girl guys always want to ask why or how? :) I guess it just makes me happy? other than waking up at 3 to be out in LA by 3:30.. But I somewhat enjoy that..
Well I’m leaving soon.. Hopefully D’ing in today…
Oh and you know the physical.. -.- 
Someone text me?
Night or Good morning guys<3 

The other day one of the girls in my math class who’s a senior along with me and for some reason or the other I tell her about everything I guess because we don’t really have any type of connection? none the less I tell her.. She knows a lot from relationship drama to friend fights. I was talking to her, I just met her this school year and she had confessed to me that from years prior she thought I was a completely different person. She referred to me as “Del, the one that gets all the girls and parties with all the boys” I just thought she was a tough ass… Well the other day we were talking she looked at me with a glance.. It was an odd glance, I though maybe I did something wrong? she said to me.. some thing I will never forget. “Del, you’re doing what’s right for you and the people you care most for and that will stay.. at the end of the day that takes more maturity than anything.. I see you, you’re growing up a lot. I admire that, I think you’re going to be alright.” It just made me think about a lot of things differently.. But it made me really proud. She’s always seemed really mature and from her past I guess that’s expected of her but it just made me really proud it meant more to me than anyone else that has recently told me I’m growing up because I know she meant it, I know she knew all of the stories,  I know she saw it from beginning to now, Because some way or another she’s a stranger but a friend. I guess I just needed to vent about this. Bye. I’m starving.

My family is leaving for a few days for vacation while I must stay here to go to work and go PT. -.-
I don’t like this feeling of growing up..
I guess, the part that I have money is nice..
I feel like that’s what all grown ups say, now I know what they mean. 

Last night must have been one of those nights.
Because I don’t remember much. 

We were doing so much better.

Shitty start to my day.
But I won’t fight anymore.

So I don’t wanna jinks it but that interview went sooooo well! :O<3
The back of chipotle is HECTIC!
I can’t wait, they were all really impressed :)
Life guard, Young Marine program+ wanting to be a Marine, Worked at styles for less and the airport. :P
It really benefited me! :)
One last interview and I am in! 

Gonna go work out.
Ride to school every day.
Get the job monday.
Bring up all my grades to A’s.
Eat healthier.
Go to florida.
Start writing and drawing again.
Skate more.
Spend more time with my loved ones.